HSBC Interview was really demanding. OH WHAT THE HECK.
i want that job badly! SERIOUSLY! (:
I've been slacking for atleast a week at home now.
nth much interesting other than the fact that there's really nothing for me to do, sadly.
OH YES, JOSHUA SEE IS DAMN CUTE. HAHAHA.
okay, thats beside the point.
Maybe i shld just slack more and enjoy since army took like half of my life away right?
zomg, help me.
Labels: OH WHAT THE HECK.
omg. joshua see is so cute. seriously. HAHA.
Labels: kthxbye.
i had a really good dream.
when i woke up, i felt an intense pain on my cheeks.
because reality came and slapped me. :(
Labels: pathetic much?
"AND YET I CAN'T HAVE YOU."
i dedicate this to all who has lost love.been hurt.
been away.
like myself tonight; sadly.
You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you
I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah
A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who’s breaking up with who
You’re breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight
Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I’m walkin’ out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That’s my way
I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets
Pretending like you’re more sad
Pretending you’re cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain’t shi.t without your crew
I don’t have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more
Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don’t try to console me
Move this hand, we’re strangers now
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight
Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away
Don’t worry about me and go away
I’ll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I’d hang onto you
It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand
I’ll meet someone so much better
I’ll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight
and i really need a break, i need work now! NOW NOW! :(
i lost faith in love.
can someone come and love me for who i am.
been alone for too long.
Labels: dedicated.
the civilian world is so full of surprises.
and im caught in between.
wanted to work at either starhub or banking industries.
so yay to my HSBC interview this week! (:
i hope DBS is gonna call me soon!
Labels: Working Life.
oh before i forget,
i wanna thank 3 buddies of mine.
they made my life easier.
and seriously, i have to thank them.
(: you guys are the best.
Cedric Tay - Ulysses.
YOU ARE LIKE THE FIRST BUDDY! still remember you asking me to be your toilet buddy in that kiddish tone. but we nvr once went to the toilet after lights out together! Seriously, thank you because you are my listening ears at night too. (: I hope i was a-not-so-bad buddy ah! WE HAD SO MUCH LAUGHTERS IN THE BUNK. Me singing womanizer. I miss those BMT days with you and the rest of the people. Cedric, thanks alot. You added fun on the very first journey of my life in the ARMY! (: thank you.
Ruben Toh - Command Sch / School of Infantry Specialist / Charlie Coy.
Hello buddy! Thanks for being there for me when i needed it. If i remember correctly, did you cry over something in SISPEC? for losing something? hmm.. I remember our Navigation days! omfg. we got lost and all of us were scared and stuff. SO FUNNY. nevertheless, i enjoyed myself. THANK YOU.
last but not least,
LUQMAN HAKIM - Military Police Specialist Course / SAF MP COMMAND
HELLO BUDDY! Thanks for everything. SERIOUSLY. Everything! haha. I remember you sending me to the hospital despite the fact that you have camp the next day. And my family problems and stuff. Thanks for being there for me! I really really appreciated it. We had so much fun in training school. Laughters everyday. And our Pre-Ord Trainings. ALOT OF TALK COCK SESSION. KL! (when are we going overseas again tgt?) I hope i hadnt been a real bitchy buddy that you hate. haha. (: OH WELLS. THANK YOU.
and hey,
i hope this doesnt end here for us and the friendship.
because i cherish and treasure this wholeheartedly (tho' i can be real bitchy sometimes).
thank you. thank you thank you.
this post is dedicated to you.
because my buddy is my man. always.
thanks and ORD oh!
kuddos and XOXO,
3SG(NS) AFIZZUL BIN MOHAMAD.
Labels: MY BED BUDDIES.